There is one thing people who know me well are BAFFLED by. It's the amount I eat but remain under 100 pounds..

Today Lena Ate...
A large bowl of mixed fruit and yogurt.
yummy, mangoes, pineapple, strawberries and watermelon!
actually.. make that 1 and a half.. i went back for more ><
A blue berry scone
With a cup of red rose tea

Lunch I consumed.
A small bowl of tomato, bean and bacon soup
a fairly large garden salad with raspberry vinaigrette
A serving of fries
A large baja quesadilla with salsa
With more tea

And now I just ate:
an average bowl of fried rice...
but i was still hungry so i made myself A BOX of kd. I was convinced that no one else would want any soo i ate it straight from the pot. YAY
included in mix was two yogurt packet thingies and a cup of milk..
Oh and grapes. If i had more i would still be eating them actually...

I dont know if this is what average people consume on a daily basis.. but thats how I rolll... yay?
umm.. if it makes things better the Box of KD was "whole wheat"?
 
Err... Yah.. i dont know if this is what they call stress eating. I've kind of always eaten like this. It's bad with fruits especially, i honestly dont know when to stop with fruits, especially if they are cut up into bite sized pieces. Salads are NOT filling at all, nor are pastas to me. People ask me HOW HOW HOW am i not a million pounds..

Well apparently your brain consumes about 20% of the calories we intake.. i just tell people that my brain thinks more :).

Actually, and the fact that the food I eat really isn't high in fats. More of carbohydrates that my liver can just all convert into glycogen for another time.

Also. i just tell them it's genetic.. my dad is the same way. Fairly smaller build for a guy BUT he eats like a TANK TANK TANK.

No worries people out there.. it will catch up to me one day.. ONE DAY.
The prediction made by some friends in grade 9 was that once I hit 18 it will ALL HIT.... Maybe the bar should be changed to 21?

ugh. I want more grapes now.
These eating patterns are normal right? right right?
.. right? D:!!!

BACK TO BIO STUDYING. MIDTERM TMWWSS~~ YEYEYEYEYE.
along with my English presentation. YAYYYY. ugh tmws gunna suck.
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ALSO if anyone ever took intro to calculus in high school or the course in university.. this might be a good little chuckle..

  

I have this thing regarding a finger gesture out there..
not the classic yet over used peace sign.. but...

when people put up the middle finger in a picture, thinking it's cool.

What does it even mean. I know it means "ef you" BUT LIKE, REALLY?
why are you swearing to the world. it's like going to a middle of a quite classroom in school and screaming EF YOU!! at the top of your lungs. No that does not make you cool. That kind of makes you look like a weirdo, potential scizo. you know the drill
Posting a picture of yourself sticking up your middle finger thinking you're being all "cool" really screams out one thing.. angry idiot.

Does it look professional?
Does it look well mannered?
Proper?
Decent?
any of the two or more above?

It may be cool at first, but when you re-look at all your old photos when you are older, you wonder. Why in the world did i do that?

When people use their middle finger in a picture it makes me think they are swearing to the world. Why are you swearing to everyone? WHY!? what happened that is so bad that you want to tell 6 billion people to ef off. Even as you are smiling, why are you telling everyone to ef off? please share

It's such a stupid pose.
It's so immature. Grow up.
(this is my opinion, please dont bash me for having an opinion ; _____ ; !!)

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ANYWAY.. so yesterday.. it was my friend's 19th birthday.
He's one of my greatest friends out there..
if only he would be nicer and stop calling me fat ugly immature and short D:
but of course we just make fun of each other.

Sooo, when it was time to order him a drink...
Friend to Server: Soooo whats the most popular girly drink you guys have that you would probably recommend to her? *points to me*
Server: Well, i would say the white peach bellini.
Friend: OKAY good, now get one for that guy *points to birthday boy*

yap, overall i would hope his birthday went well.. i was able to pawn over driving to the drunkies home :)
(sorrry man!!).
I also felt really bad for the server.. even though we got uber shitty service.

now time to SUFFER THROUGH BIO LECTURES. YES! ... ugh.
please someone. SAVVVVVVE MEE FROM DIS HORRROOORRZZ

oh and glee tonight was REALLY good! i teared :(

there is an old saying that goes "love is blind" and another "to each their own"
We all have our types, and little things that make one more attractive, be it a beard or maybe it's being attracted to dimples. It's just what we are attracted to. My weakness is glasses, not going to lie there.

ANYWAYS, so the point is, you see couples out there and you wonder "seriously? is she really going out with him?" It makes you wonder why the cute little friend of yours is dating a HUGE doshhhh. Doesnt it make you wonder WHY?!? WHY!?! why is erika sawajiri married to a man that is old enough to be her father??! why why why is katie homles with tom cruise?! you know that kind of thing.

So, it brings me to my story of the day.
Last week, a girl at work called in incoherently drunk at 11, saying that she was quitting her job. My boss accepted it and was like, sure.. HEY GUESS WHAT EVERYONE ****** QUIT!! and crossed her off the schedule. She calls in later around 2 and says "yah, i'm not going to be able to make it to work today" and my boss goes "yah, i know. you called in and quit earlier".. so clearly she doesnt remember. She hung up, to only call back like 10 seconds later trying to get her job back, but not he didnt give it to her.

So she retaliated by doing none other than... facebooking all of us that she had on facebook saying something along the lines of "yah guys i quit my job, and guess what *OUR BOSS* is cheating on his girlfriend with me"

So, his girlfriend.. is none other than a girl I went to highschool with (she's my age). He's in his 30's, and he has a scary lumber jack type beard, tattoos galore and has a little buddha belly going. He spends his days at work smoking, and nights drinking and partying. He's a cool guy, not going to lie.. just probably not someone you want to be dating. When you see them together you wonder.. "really?, she's cute why him?". We've all told her she could do so much better but it goes nowhere

She is so in love with him that she gave up her job to be with him. To each their own right?
She's insanely blinded by love. She will believe everything he tells her. He told her he was going to change, to keep her going back to him.. but i dont really see one.

So, us coworkers are today were trying to figure out..
Was psycho bish that quit REALLY sleeping with boss?
The logic is that, even though she was psycho and probably could kill us all and is most likely lying.. my boss is kinda the type that would sleep with any girl that wants to sleep with him. SO WHAT IF SHE'S RIGHT?

But, if she's right he could lie about it to his girlfriend, who is so blinded by love that she would believe everything he tells her. Also the fact that this girl who supposedly was having an affair with my boss is kind of psycho (and called in once and threatened to ruin my boss' life) doesnt really help it. He has her under his spell and he is so madly in love she'll believe anything. (seriously she drove all the way to his place in a blizzard just to give him two pieces of sushi because he wanted it)

Sticky thought right?
I guess some people get to the point where they are so blinded by love, and have so much faith and trust in a person that they could get away with anything. Everyone wants that dont they? Someone that is so devoted to you, they will change everything about them and accept every little flaw about you to keep you. They are blinded by you, you and everything you do. They will do anything to keep you, anything.
Love is love. And some people just show it in different ways.

Thats my story of the day,

ENJOY YOUR SATURDAY NIGHT.. as i sit here.. trying to read about the 4 senses... YAY..
not really.. D: